I am awake.. I don’t want to be. My days have been so busy that I haven’t had time to process what has been going on. But now in the stillness of the night – my mind is restless. My heart is heavy for my mother-in-law. Her days are filled with pain. I asked my husband tonight if he is mad. He said “no.. I am sad”. Then why the hell am I so mad. I want to know why bad things happen to such good people. I am nearly 40 years old and still want to scream..”It’s not fair”. I am mad …I am sad.
Mary Schannen - I’m so sorry you guys are going through this. I don’t know what’s going on but my heart goes out to you and your family. . Call if you need to chat.